hi guys im still alive
its hard to be on here between my job, my (kinda) second job, school, the gym, college stuff, friends, and of course my (sorta) better half
im happy and well and terribly yet fantastically busy. hope you’re all well.
I am so grateful to be with someone who I truly trust and feel loved and respected by and goddamn I’m so in love and every day I trust a bit more and my anxiety settles a bit and I feel more comfortable than I knew possible. He is my best friend, my hero and so much more to me. I feel completed in a way I can’t explain. He fills spaces in me I didn’t know were empty and I feel at peace, finally.
I’m so lucky.
On a sadder note, my other best friend left my job on Tuesday and it made me cry. I’ve learned more from her than I’ve learned from another person. She is my mentor and I trust her so much and take her advice so seriously. And as I take her position and begin waitressing I can only hope to live up to how amazing of a person she was at work and I hope we stay as close as we are for the rest of our lives.