I write sins not cosines or tangents
I feel so grateful to be with my boyfriend for almost 9 months and to know I have a huge crush on him. Like I love him obviously, but sometimes I still get shy or blush around him. I get flustered and just want to hold his hand. And I think that’s really special, or to me its special how he walks me to my car every single time I leave his house (unless I’ve forced him to sleep lol) and to genuinely miss someone as soon as he leaves the room… To feel so proud to have someone like him choose me, for all the little things he does and how he makes me feel even when we aren’t together. How I know I’m in his thoughts just as he is in mine. I don’t worry about what he does without me. I think he’s proven how he feels about me every day and that puts my mind at ease. Since I have been with him the world is a better place and I am a better person. And that’s what love should do. I’m not ashamed of myself or nearly as anxious as I used to be because I have someone to help me work through those things. I really do feel blessed and loved. I get so excited to see him and talk and when he texts me it makes me smile and I’ve just never felt so comfortable with someone. I’ve put so much trust in him and I know he is worth it. I love him and I’m beyond words to show it but I try my best to tell him just how much I care. I know this is long and cheesy but I just hope everyone gets to have a love that doesn’t make you feel insecure or doubtful or scared all the time, you all deserve to be loved wholly without question or fear.